i was at school from 6:45 am to 11:05 pm. someone shoot me. the day seemed like a span of 2 weeks. and now again i will be having yet another dress rehersal. okla-fuck.

have a nice day.

so we got back, hung out, saw more crazy kids. that night i only practiced my piece twice. note: i need more motivation ( Read more... )

this weekend was the forensics overnight. god i love those kids. i wrote a song on the way there, but i'll spare everyone the agony. i roomed with jessi, erica, and another gal ( Read more... )

i have an extra ticket to bob dylan if anyone may like it. that means you'd have to be in my company, its not all that bad. they're really good seats, like 1st or 2nd balcony, row A. qualifications: you MUST like/love dylan ( Read more... )

i asked alex walker and ashley that; and they both said at the same time: "jess you don't need speed ( Read more... )

this one boy i like, he's become a comparison for every other guy. hes got the interests and qualities and cuteness that i want every boy to posess. he's an old crush, but he's become this almost ideal and fantasy of my mind. i want to get to know him better, but i think he avoids the chances of that. its sincerely dis-heartening. this ones ( Read more... )

i can never trust anyone. people who i describe as my most trusted friends let me down, and cause me to not trust them. trust is such a bullshit idea. no one can trust anyone. i hate people. i hate friends.

do the way we look effect how we act(our behavior and personality)???

do we use our looks?

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(p.s. this is my 100th entry. wow. thats insane)

it was one fantastic night. and i did it all by myself ( Read more... )

so yesterday, i finally did what i needed to do. i was walking to musical practice, and i decided to randomly tell christina what was going(the 3 cancer's in my life). that went fine, she was very comforting. then we were sitting in the auditorium, and i go and sit next to erica, and tell her whats been going on. by the time i got to the facts ( Read more... )