Oh gosh, my dad is trying to teach me some german, and I know I'd be way too embarrassed to say any of it. hahaaa. I mean, what if I say 'good morning' and it's night?! Yikes. xD ( Read more... )

it's 1  freaking 30 in the morning

my sub conscious mind says what my conscious will not, and it's killing me

i need pills to knock me out, all these restless nights are destroying me

i'm trying so hard, but i feel like i'm losing

i'm going to feel terrible in the morning, barely alive

 Oh my god, I am so in love with this soundtrack.

Cheers, Bonnie!!!

So  on Friday, everyone is invited to my house after festival. ^-^ Boys & grils & even those who don't come to support us like good friends should ( Read more... )

 I'm so happy. xD ( Read more... )

I feel like what I really need to do is have a really childish complete break down. You know, the kind where you fall on the floor and pound your fists on the ground and scream and sob and sob until you're too tired to continue ( Read more... )

 i feel so crushed ( Read more... )

 Wow. I'm so naughty.

I'm much deserving of a spanking.

A really hard one.

OH, & I'm an offically trained life guard. If any needs CPR, I'm your woman. ;D I'll jump start your heart with my AED. And my pounding & mouth-to-mouth skillz.

It feels like my heart has been ripped out, stomped on, and stabbed.

It doesn't feel very nice. ):

Uggghghhh

Valentines Dayyyyy chocolateeeeee

Not for meeeee

Killl meee

 Have you ever listened to a song and it reminded you of good times that you had with yourself?

I love myself.

I only wish you did too.

I  hate being lied to.

Don't hurt me anymore.