I feel so numb-

[jesska]

  I try and I try over and over, but all I seem to do is fall back down. Ive tried to change and Ive tried to be a better person, but no matter how hard I try, it just isnt happening.  Im jealous, stubborn, hard-headed, overly-emotional, bitchy, moody, self-concious, and have low self-esteem. On the other hand, Im loving, caring, outgoing, and I

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my thoughts

[kortnei]

Jess..what is up! I know we hardly talk anymore, but I just want you to know..that wanting attention and everything isn't just you!! I am the same way...I love hearing Jonathan tell me how much he loves me, I love getting all of his attention...and if a day went by and I didn't get to hear him tell me how much I mean to him, I too would feel like something was missing. It is all part of a relationship..every couple wants to hear those sweet words from their partner. Honey, *everyone* likes picking fights with their mate at one time or another...the whole fun in it is the making up at the end of it

Listen up JoJo!!

[specialkel]

Jessica LeaAnn- you listen to me. I know Adam loves you. You can tell just by looking at the two of you. It is ok be all those bad things you said above, because you are only human and everyone has at least one of those traits, but you also know that you have those positive traits going for you. Those outweigh the bad more than you know. You are aloud to be a little selfish, and want everything to be right and everything to go your way. You also said, "I've realized that Im not perfect, and Im not always right, and I dont know everything". So you know the difference between realisitic and unrealistic. Every relationship has its ups and downs. If you didnt, it wouldn't be normal. You just have to take it day by day and try to look at things with a positive outlook. It's hard sometimes, I know, but you have to keep your head up and remember that no matter how hard you try, your relationship is not going to be perfect, hell, no relationship is perfect. That's half of what being in a relationship is all about..You & Adam have to work