Weakness exudes in muh legs, arms, neck, throat, and stomach. It exudes all that isn't well. I take control over something to let others know that I need taken care of.. that I can't do this on muh own. Coughing coming up, am I about to hack up some throw up? Crampy and just plain tired is this body of shame and it doesn't help matters any that I ( Read more... )

Pointless drama exudes in muh bloodstream.. overpowering all odds.. but that doesn't seem to work anymore. I tend to pull towards those that make me happiest..        THOSE THAT MAKE ME FEEL FREE AND IN NEED OF HAPPINESS AND LOYALTY....   I no longer bend towards those that make me feel pain or sadness..        I MEAN WHAT WOULD THE FUCKING POINT ( Read more... )

    Rotting oak trees, sit beside me corpses lay underneath... I only hope that the corpses don't stentch up the brand new couch that we don't have or the or the reckless abandonment that is felt throughout the hurricane built up inside the bright shaven grass. Raindrops sit on candycoated dreams torn away from the bright insides of a heart torn to ( Read more... )

Running around a tireless maze of trees and lollipops.. I stop to regain my strength... sitting underneath a swirly gumdrop lollipop I climb my way up the pole to get to the lickable part...                it succumbs to my weight as I fall onto the hard concrete...    a gigantic green lizard breaks my fall though. Riding barebacked is always fun ( Read more... )

Woods beats any damned bed period!

I dig under into a hole of soft wet, green grass hoping to find a spot to lay my head down as to not get tooooo wet. The hard, wet cumpuppy lay inside me thrusting itself in and out to fluctuate depths it enters and exits as to soften the blow once it enters ecstasy. My wetness taking shape as my moans and groans ( Read more... )

I was thinking today how it would be foreva and a day until I would get to wrap my arms around my hunnybun once again.. but low and behold it happened today! I was able to wrap my arms around my one and only. My one true love is back again! It felt so good.. and even moreso considering it had been forever since we have seen each other in person for ( Read more... )

Seriously just fed up.. I am thinking about going through detox but not sure if it is something I really need. I hear and see people constantly around me really feeling like it isn't worth it!! But, this is something I may need to do for me. Something that I may need to feel in order to gain sanity back.

I realized today that it was on a tuesday ( Read more... )

Grown souls seem almost paranoid to contain themselves. They leak their homebody on someone younger and less mature than them.

They don't understand the other side of things. They find themselves leaking out through their pores a unique and stainful juice, a pore juice if you will.

I look around to find comfort in a sort of hazy map filled with ( Read more... )

Maybe just maybe I should sit under the stars and stare down at my stained white shirt.. wishing that it would bring some color to my eyes.

Bringing myself to cry hurts; it pains me more to see you cry those tears of sadness, anger, frustration, just pure hatred towards me. Maybe just maybe I should laugh a little, throw something if you will. It ( Read more... )

I tend to be unique in the most awkward of ways. I sit alone, crying myself to sleep.. but alone these tears feel as if someone is lurking behind each one. Who are these tears for? And what brought them on? Welting up, I dry the tears away hoping that forever they will just go away... but again.. I find myself reaching for that "Thirteen" to find ( Read more... )