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[jessncc1701d]

i hate the fucking holidays! i do believe that i am going to go way of scrooge this year and say bah humbug to everyone! this morning i woke up to a dear jess email. that's right a dear jess email! an email. so i have not had a very ahppy thanksgiving. i am miserable, sad, and depressed, and angry....i am feeling magenta. not completely blue

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[spedangel]

*hugs* sorry to hear that :( I am here if you need me. I can come up to visit sometime, I have off sunday's and tuesday's. let me know. and you can always get a job at verizon wireless, let me know if you need the hook up.

[jessncc1701d]

me too. i am doing better today. i am working on an email to send to her that says everything that i was too angry and hurt to say. the plan is to send it by thursday because friday i will be back in bmore to hang out with mike and steph and just try to not keep thinking about it but maybe have a good weekend. right now i am not in the frame of mind to think about moving and getting a job, just barely int he frame of mind to realize that i have 3 weeks of school left and i need to not fuck up so i can graduate. though i may take you up on the offer, and while it is still my plan to move there i no longer have to worry about trying to take the stress of distance off a relationship. but maybe as it does not look like i will be moving as early as i wanted if i do take you up on the verizon thing we could again look at getting a place to live together, unless you have decided to go to grad school in the UK