Hey my love. If love wasn't complicated, then it would be boring. And less special when you find your true love. You will care no matter what. You pick out the things that annoy so that in your mind, so that in return he will finally annoy you, and you think that will make your feelings for him go away. I do it too. I have done it with Justin. I have said sooo many horrible things to him, or about him, and bout the situation, because in my mind, that makes me feel better. I want the things I say to hurt him, because he hurt me. And I have a feeling, you are trying to do the same. You can't stop caring, some people can, I know you're not one of those. You're like me, and I honestly still care for Brock, but its not in the same way anymore. It takes a lot of time to get over the first love. And no matter what, you are the only one who can make yourself feel better. You have to stop telling yourself he will come back... and you have to accept that he is gone. It is sooo much easier said then done, and I know that. I promise. Eventually,
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