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[jessorca]

Yeah so everybody's life is getten better, as mine is slowly deteriating. I hate it. It's always been like this for me. When is it MY turn to be happy and actually like the life I have? All of my friends lives are A LOT better than mine. My family's lives are A LOT better than mine. I hate it. I really do. Some times I wish that I could move to a

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[crazychic33]

So... there was this one time that I felt like that too. I know you've had it rough. But we all have had it rough sometimes... its all good though. All you have to do is find a bright side in everything. I know it is hard, I struggle with it everyday, but it helps so much. I promise moving isn't the answer, because it made everything extremely hard. I cried everyday for about 6 months. And just recently did that change. But once a week I still find myself bawling. The only way to be happy in life, is to forget the bad, and find the little things that make you smile. God won't let you ahve a boyfriend until he thinks that you can make yourself happy. And you have to be able to do that. Let go and be carefree. Because when you can do that, life will be better. You only have one more year left until you can be you, and live your life your way. And only another year until I move back to Bama, because I will be damned if I don't go to school at Jack State!! And I would love more than anything if I could say my sister is my roomy!! Oh well