Everyone and their dog wrote this weekend . . .

[jessrose552]

So I promised myself that I would not write a "my life is so emo and I will write about it poetically" livejournal. It was to be light hearted, and not super personal. But in lieu of recent events, i am sorry to inform that this entry is really going to be along those dashboardesque lines

Comments

[sup3rmark]

Was hooking up with 4 girls in front of you a dick thing to do? Definitely. Drunk or not. I'm not calling him a dick, but it's a dick thing to do.

However, in my opinion, if you're looking to "get over him," which, admittedly, probably isn't the number one thing on the list of things you'd like to do about him, chalk it up to his personality. Just keep thinking about the dates that you hadta pay for, his barely-a-list list, and the person he is when he's drunk. AKA, the things you don't like.

[lstnt0bobmarley]

jess

[lstnt0bobmarley]

i think that this guy got into your head jess. on some deep level, it almost seems like you yearn to abandon your inhibitions and good judgement like him- and still have someone constantly thinking about you. because jess, you do the right things, you are a good person, and it seems like you feel that you can't get ANYONE obsessing over you. But this guy gets to do what he wants AND have you still stuck on him. and i think you're stuck on that idea. who wouldn't be?? the best advice i can give you is to think like you, not him. you are understandably hurt and that's ok. but keep thinking with your head, not inside your emulation. you know that what he did was wrong, and you know that he isn't a great guy. at least in some sense, which is probably also another reason why it's hard to get over him- it's tough to admit that you weren't with an amazing guy. especially, like you said before, when you built the relationship up like you did

[lstnt0bobmarley]

p.s. you're awesome

very,

very

awesome.

[jessrose552]

P.S. I LOVE YOU A LOT.

A.

LOT.