My three favourite people in the whole entire world. I love you :)
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you ,fuck you!
Everything right now is pissing me off, but not just the pissing off like just anger but the kind of anger that also makes you want to burst into tears!!
I'm so confused, I dotn get you! Your the one that suggests we do something on the weekend, but then your the one that also makes up a piss weak excuse about school work! Come on school work you stupid man. Its the second week into school, both you and me know you ahvent go alot of school work. You actually told me the other day you didnt have much, so why the hell are you lying to me!? You could have just said you didnt want to go. I would have accepted that, I might have been a littl upset but I wouldnt feel as stupid as I do now. god I just want to do somethign with you. Your my best friend and I miss you. Fuck you. I know you wont text me back tonight, its a given. You always say you'll text me later after dinner and that kind of stuff but you never do... HMPH. I was really looking forward to seeing you...
Now, its YOUR turn. You told me at the beginning of the week you were gonna come to my school to say hello. I was getting so excited, I was telling my parents I'm not dreading friday anymore cos I was looking forward to your visit. Then I asked you and you tell me you have a class so you cant come. I know thats not your fault I mean teachers can be bitches but like I dunno, I'm already fragile at the moment, being sick and having some idiot decide i'm too cool for him to hang out with on the weekend and then you telling me you wont be able to come I just, I want to cry. And then you cant come to the mall later on because your too busy?! What the hell!? *sigh* me being too sensitive again ne?
God I miss high school. I miss seeing you guys everyday, I miss laughing with you, I miss justy mucking around and running around etc. I still remember the last day when we had graduation and the four of us were just sitting out on the grassy hill we always sat at. I remember saying how much I was gonna miss all of it and how I was going to miss you all. But I never imagined I would miss you all as much as this!!
I miss high school when I was able to see you. I mean your friends didnt like me, but usually that wouldnt stop me from saying hi and annoying your friends by hanging around you. Even though you acted like a dickhead to me, since then you have apologised which I think was sweet. I miss catching the bus with you and the boys everyday. The laughter that filled that bus, usually was just from the four of us alone. When I catch the bus with you guys now, it reminds me of those days, but I hardly get to talk to you, shich is quite depressing. I miss you, fuck I really do miss you, more than you even understand. Probably more than I should...
Do you remember presentation night when I kept hugging you saying goodbye? I do. You hugs were the kind of hugs that said "your an awesome friend and all, but its kinda getting annoying you hugging me so many times" But you know, I knew I was never gonna get a chance to hug you like this again and I took advantage of that. I know that we wont hug again liek that, I mean we see each other every week but I cant hug you cos its kinda...weird? XD Anyway I really miss you. If I told you this would you freak out and think I like you more as a friend, which I sort of do, but nothings gonna come out of it cos I dont wanna loose you.
I really miss my three favourite people in the world ^__^
We should totally meet up for valentines day :P JOKES xD