or the things i plan on buying before/after we get an apartment together


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warning: crazy wedding ramblings
so even tho theres two years before the wedding, i'm driving myself crazy because i want to plan everything like, yesterday.  we have a hall which will be the venue for the ceremony as well as the reception.  it was the first one i saw online, the first one nick and i went to, and we fell in love with it.  its ( Read more... )

i havent posted in this in forever, but i keep meaning to.  work is dumb, i keep getting new people that either never show up or leave after a week.  i'm going to try my best to not work 10 hours of overtime every week, i cant take it, its not healthy to be stuck in that place for that long, especially going in on saturdays which is not in my job ( Read more... )

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i'm engaged. nick proposed after midnight new years eve/day as we watched the fireworks on the strip.  he told me how much he loved me, and i cried and shook and screamed.  my ring is absolutely gorgeous, its everything i could possibly want.  i've never been this happy with someone in all my life, nick has made me the luckiest girl in the world, ( Read more... )

i havent posted in my journal in like, forever, so i'm making a list of things i hate.  i could give a shit.

• petty girl drama at work, its not high school anymore, assholes
  
• computers that dont work
• people who "pull a J" *april will know what this means
• asshole neighbors who back up into your parked car at night and fuck up your back quarter panel and ( Read more... )

if everything in my life is changing for the better, than why arent i?

i leave for work in ten minutes, and i'm not even dressed.  i feel like crap today, i've been sick all morning and my stomach pretty much hates me.  i want it to be easter already.  not because i like easter, its my least favorite holiday, but because i'm taking off two days and we're going to maryland.  three-four days away from my house?  fuck

• this job to become permanent, and pay well
• this job also better offer benefits, because i think a therapist wouldnt hurt at this point
• to go back to the eye doctor
• new glasses, and even rx sunglasses, that way i dont kill us driving to ohio
• to save a ton of money so nick and i can finally get a place

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