huff....as the knife goes slowly thru my skin i feel nothin but sadness....a wave of unhappiness has flowed thru me... soakin me thru my clothes...am i such a loser??

hmmm icecream isnt it one of the only things that can make me feel as if im desired... hahahahahaha not....strawberry icecream...with chocolate sprinkles ooooo aint i a spoilt lil brat ( Read more... )

Arrr....yes im such a perfect child....i sure am....i sure do not understand wot ppl r goin thru....okay ( Read more... )

why can i not stop cuttin myself... it is gettin beyond the point now...i want to stop wel i think that i do but i am unsure ( Read more... )

does ne1 else feel as if they r so alone in this world..... even tho i feel as if im alone i no that i am surrounded by millions of ppl.......many of them have asked me 2 stop duin wot i ave dun alone recently but i no that i cant....there is only bout 2 ppl hoo i no can help me cos 1 is goin thru hell wiv me n he is so luvly 2wards me.... THANKS ( Read more... )

Sumtimes i jus wish that i cud jus disappear....away from these people.... y cant they see i dont want to be treated this way.... i want to b jus left alone in a room n cry..... i jus want 2 sit on my own n listen 2 music..... it jus makes me forget all the pain that i ave 2 experience thru out my day ( Read more... )

I was told repeatly 2day that recently ive bin off wiv ppl n become moody 2wards quite a few ppl ( Read more... )

sorry i ment 2 say that i am going 2 shut up b4 i get called an attention seeker....

FUK I NEED 2 SERIOUSLY SHUT THE FUK UP....

im jus plain fed up cos i feel as if my life is jus as worthless as a dolls ( Read more... )

okay then hoo has bin sayin 2 andrea that ive bin the one hoo has bin puttin msgs on ppls live journals?? am i sin as a person hoo spends 24 hours a day online?