it's sunday morning and i am waiting for dave to sign on to aim. the problem is i don't know if he ever got the message asking him to meet me ( Read more... )

so, i worked my butt off today. 8 hour day, 8-4. yesterday i ate with the harlans at ruby tuesday. it was big fun. then we went to walmart and i got knitting supplies. brooke got me all excited about knitting again. i'm making a tie-in-the-front sweater that's going to take forever. i'm exhausted, i'm going to nap.

today was pretty eventful. after a long talk with dave and a really in depth session with my counselor, i am finally seeing an end to this craziness. i will graduate. i will go to seminary. i will be okay. i realize i have a fear of living alone, without someone to support me. i want to marry dave, but it needs to be for the right reason. ( Read more... )

it's the fourth of july and i am all alone. not even any friggin' roommates. anyone not got plans yet, wanna hang out?

my dad lost my sims game. i don't know what to do. i am so incredibly bored. i have been watching beauty and the "beauty and the geek" for HOURS. my favorite couple got eliminated last episode. i was pissed. richard drives me nuts and scarlet is a total bitch. chuckm is ridiculous to think he has a chance with her. i like shawn but i don't ( Read more... )

so i start work on monday at joann's. that's great because i believe it's time and a half on the fourth of july. i need money so bad ( Read more... )

it's 4:30 am and i am awake. why? because my head hurts and i'm creeped out. why? because i had a dream a giant moth was on my head. the twitching in my sleep to try to get it off must've given me a headache. it's hot, i'm tired, i'm going back to sleep.

i talked to dave this morning on aim. it made me happy ( Read more... )

i have now officiailly completed my lab science requirement!!!!! c for the course!!!!!! 76 on the final!!!!!! WOOOOOHHOOOOOO ( Read more... )

i got a 68 on my test today, which unfortunately is not a passing grade since i need a c for the class to transfer. but my other grades are 77 and 84 so i'm okay as lang as i do well on this test tomorrow. PRAY FOR ME! my brain is already overloaded from studying. i still have 13 more pages to read. i have study group in less than an hour and ( Read more... )