I may have done this already. Im bored and don't care ( Read more... )

I love NOT sleeping. I highly recommend it. Really it's swell ( Read more... )

Today is my little sisters birthday. She is turning 20! I still can't really believe it. She is still a baby to me. "Little baby Jamie" I guess thats just the way it will always be. Although she has always acted like the older one.  If you know her you know how amazing this little girl is. She doesnt really have a mean bone in her body, even when ( Read more... )

Apparently there was some confusion about my last entry. That is song lyrics, nothing more. It's about no one in particular. yup....

I can't sleep. Its been a while. Perfect time to write about all the goings on.

Things are seeming as mundane as possible as of late.  I'm trying to get my self back into the habit of having motivation. Getting ( Read more... )

 I'm not in love, so don't forget its just a silly faze I'm going through, and just because

I call you up don't get me wrong don't think you got it maid.

I'm not in love no oh, it's because ( Read more... )

I am going to get myself into big trouble I think....

I need to keep telling myself that all of these things are not logical, In the long run this shit won't matter, OR I need to talk to someone who really does understand.

understands me, Who knows me Inside and out. It's unfortunate I won't let that happen. I get scared, Im sorry. I don't want you ( Read more... )

I have to be awake in 3 hours. I can not stand this shit

Im to nutty for my own good right now.

Things are fine, I have to keep telling myself that. why do I feel so guilty and ashamed of whats going on I need reassurance... My intentions were NEVER bad.

I can't think right or focus on anything

I have to work ALL day tomorrow

I need to be

No matter how much I try it seems it doesn't help. Im trying my very best to be mature, to be there to listen and offer a shoulder to cry on. Loneliness is a horrible feeling, I know this ( Read more... )

My birthday has come and gone...like every year it has yet to sink in that I am older. I haven't done the usual reflecting of the year that has past and the accomplishments I did not complete. That sounds depressing ( Read more... )

my phone bill has arrived. 499.36 ( Read more... )