yes.. i'm finally going to do it. today.. no notice, i don't care. i need to get out of that shitty place. i hung out with my high school friends on friday. it was a good time. i wish i saw them more often. they're all doing well, and i miss them. everyone has changed, but they're all still the same people i went to starbucks with every friday ( Read more... )

I went back to milford for thanksgiving dinner.. my dad gave me all the leftovers to take home with me :). lol, so i have food for the rest of the weekend.. which is nice. i had to work last night, and got there really late.. i really should get fired.. i'm a horrible employee.. instead, i will get promoted. haha. its cuz i have boobs.. lol, j/k.. ( Read more... )

i didn't think i would ever leave work this morning.. boooo.. one of the longest nights of my entire life. i now go to sleep.. way excited for what may come of the next few days.. this weekend has the possiblity of being absolutely amazing.. i hope it turns out that way.. if not, i will sleep through the entire thing... :)

i can't beleive someone could do that to someone else. it blows my mind away.. there was a huge fight.. it was insane.. awful.. i can't even explain it..

This week sucked.. Mike came over on Sunday (as i glow) after i got home from work. :) then the week started officially. i had 2 projects due and 2 tests. i'm not too sure how anything went, but i did work my ass off.. i had an encounter with mike's ex on tuesday.. that was um.. interesting.. and woke up sick on wednesday. thursday it only got ( Read more... )

the pioneer camp/banquet is this weekend.. I think I'm going to go.. I'm really nervous though.. haven't played in a year.. have no way/time to prepare at all.. i don't know..

edit: i was going to go.. but tom's an asshole and re did the schedule.. hopefully in december...

I had an amazing time in Canada, and I'm slowly catching up on my sleep!I'll write more about it later. But I had the 2 weirdest dreams in the past 24 hours. seriously. one was about a huge car accident. And the second was about a horse show.. with pomona.. and austin was there.. only he had brown hair and was a lot skinnier, nikki from walled lake ( Read more... )

november is not getting off to a very good start.. i'm more messed up than i've thought..

**edit: my roommate always knows how to put me in a good mood**

i hate serving jackass'.. good news though: i got tonight off! saturday night! its time to party i think! don't know where, don't care.. i'd like to go to the eastside, but i'm not picky. maybe hang out with mike tonight too? who knows.. who cares.. wherever i'll be.. i'll be having fun NOT at work!!

I got completely rejected today.. and i'm totally okay with it. wow.. i'm so proud of myself. seriously. The right guy will come along someday. I'm doing great at accepting things lately. I'm amazing. I showed Britta east campus tonight. she loved it.. there was some creepy guy there. seriously.. with a rose and a rock. he smashed up the rose, and ( Read more... )