What a selfish little f*ck i am.

Caro! its not fair...winnie has a new layout. I want one too! :) Gimme gimme. Thanks for always spending the time to fix up my lj. I really appreciate it! Oh yea...your poems...they really SUCK hahahhahaha boooo to you ;)

man ive been pretty angry lately. I need to start thanking people. People who are my friends who put up with my antics. I really appreciate and love you guys. All of you. I dont think i'm really that angry. I'm just a bit sad and confused. I feel like new people are popping up and stealing my friends away from me and i cant do anything about it ( Read more... )

i really angered people with my last entry. It was written in the heat of the moment. I dont know what im supposed to be feeling right now. Should i be apologetic, aloof, or angry? What a pinhead i am. I feel that im losing control over my little sphere of influence. Man nothing i say or think or feel is ever right. Sorry people, sorry world, sorry ( Read more... )

Havent updated in a long time. Havent really had the time to update, but i feel the urge to get some stuff off my chest cuz if i dont im gonna be really really cranky to everyone. I'm really pissed off right now at everything you can think of, but mostly at my so called friends. The events that have taken place this year confirmed my suspicion that ( Read more... )

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DAMN. It seems like everyones grades have been taking a dive. I know mines has. School is getting pretty freaking hard. Tough competition. Lots of smarty pants. But its kinda comforting knowing im not the only one having a tough time in school. I think school is getting to my head. Like its messing up my head. After reading over my past LJ entries ( Read more... )

hmm i just realized im a member of passion movie. Must have been caro's doing! haha. Actually i really want to see The Passion. I've seen a bunch of movies about Jesus and stuff like that. I've seen documentaries too. They've all been fascinating. I think i like documentaries more than movies cuz in documentaries you get to see the real stuff like ( Read more... )

WEIRD! as i was updating my lj i had a notification from AIM that my sn was signed on at another location. That's weird. How can that be? Unless someone is using my comp at school. Hmmmm *suspicious*. Anywho...man i gotta delete some of my previous posts. I have some pretty lame ass posts. Really lame. You know how sometimes when you're doing ( Read more... )

I was so high I did not recognize ( Read more... )