i so badly want to just give up

[jesticle]

there is so much going through my head right now and this dhould probably be a priviate entry or something but right now i just need to do something in attemps to get these thought out of my head and i honestly dont think any give a shit about what i write anymore anyways so here it goes.... i have just come to the conclusion that i probably will

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[djbambizzle]

pickle you have to stop making assumptions. i didnt mean to make you think that the one time i talked to you and timmy about drinking that thats all i do. frankly i donteven drink that much. and st. paddys day i didnt even drink, and i would have gladly hung out with you and tim. and even though i do drink i dont hate people or dislike people or think they are uncool or anything just because they don't. i think thats amazing and smart.

and you know that its still bothers me so fucking much that i lost the friends i thought i would never loose because they couldnt/wouldnt accepted someone who i care so much about. :that statement is bullshit. it was never about tim, it was about you changing. and we obviously accept tim for who he is and genuinely like him or we wouldnt hang out with him or say "oh hey tim should come too when we hang out becuase i know how close you are and that you dont get to spend alot of time together and thats cool with us becuse he is cool" (in so many words