Cruddy Holidays....

Dec 11, 2008 19:58

I have a like/hate relationship with this time of year.  On one hand there's all the gigs, sure it's alot of work, but at least it means I'll have enough money to appease my creditors for a couple of months and maybe even chip away at the debt I aquired in my college years.

However, it's also that time of year where you're supposed to reflect on ( Read more... )

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songcoyote December 12 2008, 09:28:45 UTC
["because you like it rough" mode]
Listen you ridicously twit: your music has changed itself, changed you, and given you both refuge and power for most of your life. It has not done this by remaining the same. Sometimes a relationship needs to change to survive. If you want to keep a good relationship with your music, you have to do what's needed to make it work right.

From what you've said it sounds like this means getting into your own musical mind and cracking it a bit so you can repair it. If that's what you need, DO IT. The relief and rewards you'll get will outweigh the pain of change.

If, on the other hand, you look into your musical mind, crack it open, and decide upon viewing it that you truly can't or truly don't want to make the necessary changes, DON'T. Find another path to money, and accept the joy you get from what you have ( ... )

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eunion December 13 2008, 00:21:12 UTC
you're so hot right now. many of my girlfriends dream of being in a relationship with someone so complex, perhaps an unfortunate side effect of graduate school. i read your entire entry, i can't believe it...what keep me reading though is narcissistic - i saw myself in it. there are a myriad of reasons why i don't like to go out anymore, many of which i know i can change but i just never do it. it's like i'm going on empty, driving on fumes, with my unrealistic hopes that gas prices will go down.

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jestr_ December 14 2008, 13:36:32 UTC
Yeah, but come to find out I'm a fat video game nerd, with a mouth like a sailor and a penchant for poo jokes. ;)

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eunion December 16 2008, 21:30:44 UTC
that's hot! the bigger you are, the smaller they'll look. you think i'm joking but i'm totally serious.

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jestr_ December 17 2008, 07:16:59 UTC
Guess I'll have to take your word for it :)

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rowena_eureka December 14 2008, 04:08:20 UTC
Interesting times for you. I enjoy reading about your decisions and thought process ( ... )

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