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[jesuisfrance]

so, i just took a bath. and did a lot of thinking about how i feel about life and what i want to do and everything. i know one thing. i want to get drunk, make out, and listen to minus the bear all night one night soon. i don't care how bad that sounds. i really don't. if it makes me a bad person, oh well. and i'll need some help in doing

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[anti_scial1]

Woo! Let's parrrrrrrrrrtay!! You're not a bad person for wanting to do what you want to do...Make the best of it & be safe. Have fun :-D

[luvnvamps4life]

-And for the record I quote you, "I just want to get drunk" hahahaha-

[anti_scial1]

thanks for reminding me hahahaha i don't care about food...or any other crap...that's all i wanna do...just forget about my problems

[occupy]

that whole drunk and make out thing. yeah, that sounds pretty good. i'd help you with that, but i don't have a penis and all.

[jesuisfrance]

it does sound good. mm. haha.

[occupy]

we need to find people to do this with.

[armenda]

I have a feeling you'd be one annoying drunk.

[elproletariado]

I think Derrick would be a rather serene and enjoyable drunk.

And YES, that's good enough, Derrick. I'll quit yelling at you now.

I had something else to say.. but I forgot now. Goodnight.

[jesuisfrance]

i would be a magnificent drunk. goodnight. heh.

[elcondorpasa]

yes, i agree with ben on that. And i can help out with the drunk part sometime, but sorry, no penis:(

[tessavschase]

I'm an insane and incredibly obnoxious drunk, but a hilarious one... just ask Ben or Tessa. We should do it together sometime I think it would be fun and we wouldn't look down on each other for it. You know, if you want to.
xo,
--C.

[jesuisfrance]

i really would like to. soon. haha.

[tessavschase]

Sure sure! Tessa is leaving for spring break thus I have no plans and thus we could totally hang out and break the law. Fun times. Also- I was intrsucted by Amber to tell you that practice tommorow is ON but since I am leaving to hang out with Tessa one last day before she leaves we're coming to get you at like 3 o clock on the nose and will have to be done by like 5 45 or 6. Yupyupyup. So see you tommorow at 3!
--C.

[jesuisfrance]

sounds good! let's make plans.

[elcondorpasa]

"to me, if i'm happy at one point of the day, i can expect much bad luck the rest of the day or the next. it's like i have to pay a price. and it keeps me from habving much happiness."

I used to be like this in Jr. High, but I find things much better now. I don't really know what to say to help out because I'm not really sure how I found more inner happiness. All I can say is keep trying to be at peace with yourself and it will come. It many take years, but if you want it, it will come. At least I found it to be so after years of having hate for myself and others and being destructive to myelf and others. Life gets crazy, but just keep living and trying to have peace. But like I said, I really can't explain how I feel or how I got this way...one day everything just clicked for me and now there is more peace.

I hope I've helped some.

Much love

[jesuisfrance]

thanks, amber. that did help.