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ive never had any expectations from my friends. ive never expected them to come to me to talk. ive never expected them to bother to care about me or my life. ive never even expected them to be there for me when ive needed someone to talk to. its not so much that i dont expect these things from my friends that depresses me, its the fact that no ( Read more... )

it is official: i am now a squad leader. w00t!!! congrats to all who made squad leader or DI and to all the folks who moved up a band and suchwhat. next year will be a good year i think, though its gonna be PACKED!!! holy crap, those rosters are stuffed to the gills with all sorts of people. but at least next years symphonic clarinets are ( Read more... )

Does anyone actually read my journal or should i just delete this thing?

im starting to think that im bipolar. the mood swingage i have is pretty intense. like right now im feelin kinda content, but about 2 minutes ago, i wuz super pissed off. pretty soon im probly gonna feel different. its drivin me crazy

I'd just like to thank everyone that took some time to pray for me. The prayers are really helping me with the problem, and while I'm not totally free yet, I've come a long way, in a very short time. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

This weeks plagirism comes from ( Read more... )

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ITS OFFICIAL: I NO LONGER BE CRUSHIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, it's been official for a week now, but I finally got to postin it. my brain is back to normal (mostly normal) and im just back to good ol' non-crushin travis. wonderful it is.

You know what? There are a whole lot of people out there that are jerks. Rude, insensitive jerks. I've had to take a little more from these people than I'd like to handle. I've had enough of it. People who don't even know me, couldn't even tell me my name say rude, offensive stuff to me. Exactly where do they get off thinking they're better ( Read more... )