I'm now a teacher. Officially. I start Thursday.

I am a big fucking glutton for punishment.

I'm going to try to fix this. I think I can.

I'm going out tonight for Amanda's going away party. Funny enough, I wasn't even aware she was back in town.

Still a little angry.

16 days. No way of knowing how much my world could fuck up.

I give my love way too freely.

I can't lie. I'm frightened.

Of what I'll do to myself. Of what I'll do to everything around me.

Fucking life.

Clearly, I make some bad decisions.

While I may not be able to finish my EP by late April, I'm still grinding pretty hard. I've written one song for it already. The theme surrounds people I used to know. I hope to record two songs, one I wrote a long time ago, and another I just finished this week. Sean is helping me with the music. I've started on something else too. Things are ( Read more... )

What a surreal evening two days I've had.

There are days that I look back on...

...and realize what a fucking douche-bag I am.

Oh LJ, make me pure of my sinful deeds.