I’m standing, staring at my breath as it rises from in front of my face, thick and flowing as if I had just released a drag from the cigarette I’d finished an hour or so before. I watch as my breath rises, parallel and so close in kind to the mist rising from the lake below me. It’s morning, and with the air so crisp at my cheeks, I could almost ( Read more... )

considering how fucking tired i was today, i have no idea how i am up right now. but at least i am about to go to bed and i can nap thoroughly tomorrow ( Read more... )

i like how i feel when i am sober. though.. nights liek tonight make me wanna be fucked up beyond thinking more often than not....

:D

right.

quickly list ten things that make you happy, even for a second ( Read more... )

what an unexpected, unsuggested, night of a night tonight has been. and believe it or not, i can think clearly. welcome back.
here's to tomorrow night and the run-off of my rocked off face.

and i leave you, yes i leave you tonight, with these words... may they mean as much to you, dear reader.

i would swallow my pride
i would choke on the rinds
but ( Read more... )

so here i sit on this gloriously mundane tuesday. and i am thinking to myself, "self, what could be better than doing some homework right now?" and as i respond to myself with multiple alternative choices, i get the feeling that nothing is going to get done anyway, since i know i'll fall asleep with every subsequent page that i might try to read. ( Read more... )

i stupidly hope for unrealistic things all too often. somebody smack some sense into me.

i feel like writing a song, but the words just aren't here. my muse is going home, and so i think i'll go to bed. today has been swell. i hope i can stay awake tomorrow..

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 7 people about this game.
• ali is the one that you love.
• heather is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about shiloh.
• justin is the one who knows you very well.
• shawn is your lucky star.
• blood on the ground is the song that matches with ali.
• flake is the song for heather.
• traffic in the sky is ( Read more... )

i am tired of the emptiness of my bed in the night.