its not anywhere near perfect but i wanted to write it down before i forgot, and if i could write music i would write this tune in my head out, but it keeps changing, from one genre to anouther, not that anyone cares, but i wanted to keep this so i thought i would put it on here ( Read more... )

i can't stop thinking about what has happened, my past, what is happening, my present, and what will/might happen, my future, i can't get these three things off my mind, people, places, situations, time, dates, meaning for every little thing, every word, setence, and over all canversations, thinking about possible scenarios, of one person saying ( Read more... )

i feel like people hate me, am i really that much of an asshole? if so i'm sorry, i don't mean to be, if anything i just want to make people happy, but i guess thats just something else i'm bad at ~ greg

something bad is going to happen, i've got this feeling that something bad is going to happen, its starting to freak me out, so everyone please be carefull and safe this weekend, i hate this feeling, its the feeling i got a few days before the wreck but i didn't know what it was, know it just makes me feel like something bad is going to happen, ( Read more... )

why is it that as soon as i feel happy for the first time in a while, i find myself wandering through the empty halls that are of my mind, the empty halls full of memories, memories that only i can visit, i see places i use to hang out, people i use to hang with, people i've lost touch with, people i miss like crazy, remembering times that were ( Read more... )

i'm acctually happy for once, but i'm still fighting this cold i've had, and i'm busy as hell, just thought i would let you know whats new in my life, for specific details ask me, thats all for now, much love ~ greg

( Read more... )

so i'm kind of confused on a few things, i need to think some things over, i'll get back to you ~ greg

when morning comes after the night, right before the day begins, there is that brief moment, that single spot in time where nothing else matters, the way that everything is calm and everything is good, even if for just a single second, is amazing, how i long for morning, after suuch a long night, how i long for that new day to come, for a morning ( Read more... )

now even my mom is commenting on how single i am, and its starting to really bother me, i hate this