I really like my new journal...I like how I used a Californian skyline...someday...I'm gonna play in the San Diego Symphony Orchestra...and I'm gonna play for the movies....*sigh* Wishful thinking....
Sonya. I have wanted to do this for a long time, but I've been avoiding it. I don't know why. This seemed like a good entry to do it in because it's not recent so people won't read it most likely, no one else has commented, and the content is just... wow. I don't really know what I have to say. There were just so many things that were left unanswered when you left. And like I said, I have wanted to talk to you for a long time. sometimes i call your phone, sometimes i instant message you on your phone. But tonight something happened. I don't know what it was, but i knew i had to do this. it was while we were in bloomington for my birthday dinner... it's my birthday tomorrow... i think you knew that. but anyway, i was there, and while we were waiting i went to barnes and noble because it's next door to olive garden. on the way back, i wanted to start running. but i thought i would look dumb. but i also wanted to not care what people thought. and i used to tell you not to care about that, but i couldn't help it. and i
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sonya... today there was a memorial concert for you. you probably know that already. meh. anyway... i was amazed at how passionate these people were about the french horn... just like you were. and probably still are. but it made me think about you again. not that i don't like to think about you... but i'm just not at the point where i'm completely comfortable with accepting it yet. but anyway, here i am
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Sonya. Well... here I am again. I like this, how I can talk to you by leaving you these comments. It's your birthday today. So... happy birthday! I know you had a huge cake because I saw the candles glowing in the sky on the way home tonight. The moon was bigger and oranger than I've ever seen it, and for a minute I just stared at it in amazement, wondering how it could possibly be that big. But then I knew
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