baby weve known each ohter forever and weve been through this before, remember?? and babe i hate to see you do this to yourself, i really do...i wish i could feel things for you so you wouldn't have to. but you shut people out, you won't let them help you, you won't let them see what a truly awesome person you really are, and i think the only reason i've seen it is cause i had to drag it outof you, just knowing you for so many years. if it makes you feel any better, you know i love you. and i'll never stop.
"the best feeling in the world, the driving force behind my earthly existence, besides trying to be a Christian (which isn't working out very well), is to be in love with someone special, and i want that more than anything, and i want it now. i thought i had it." This, I can empathize with. Trust me, God is telling you right now to lay off girls for a while and concentrate on your relationship with Him. He keeps telling me that too, and I know it's hard to go without someone...but we need to realize that God's love and a relationship with Him is much more important than a carnal relationship with a girl/guy. I am not pulling this out of my butt, either...I'm talking from self experience of being with a guy and having to choose between him and HIM....and I chose God, and it was painful, but now my life is so much better...and sex? Sex complicates and fogs your spiritual vision and leaves scars on your heart when it's not in marriage. Again, personal experience. And I wouldn't share this with just anybody,.
Well, there's a reason why you have an extremely low tolerance to alcohol. You just aren't supposed to drink it man. I drink and I have NEVER been like that before. Let that be evidence that shit like that doesn't happen to a lot of people. I have no desire to stop drinking, but you, you definitely need to quit. That's fucking ridiculous man.
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call me or seomthing. we'll go do something.
-manda
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--it doesn't have to be silly emo crap for it to be a cry for help.
cries for help are not weaknesses as everyone plays them out to be.
*hugs*
i pray that God comforts you in whatever it is that you are in right now.
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