both my religion classes are today. they're with the same professor. i had her last semester. she's nice enough. she asked me how my break went. it struck me as an odd question. i'm not sure why. it's an ordinary enough question. but you're not really supposed to tell how it really was. just another arcane social tradition with no point. ( Read more... )

well that's the end of that.

i seem incapable of nuturing a relationship past three months.

life will go on.

it will suck for a long while, but it will go on.

and now i'm scared again.

i really don't know what to do. or say.

i don't. i don't. idontidontidont.

i'm frustrated and relieved and confused and anxious, all at the same time.

this has never happened before. not even with angel. i don't know what to do with myself.

WELL IT'S ABOUT FRIGGING TIME YOU GOT HERE JANUARY EIGHTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now all i have to do is wait for tonight.

i wish i could go run or something to distract myself, but i'm supposed to be taking the day off. damn.

man, today needs to hurry up and go by ( Read more... )

so, on a late-night invite and a lark, i'm in tallahassee for the day hanging out with one of my friends from high school. i broke my own record for getting here from pensacola by two minutes...the new record is two hours and twelve minutes. must've gotten a couple more lights green or something ( Read more... )

better step down, fool. i'm not done yet.

i've decided that skimboarding is addicting. been out to the beach to do it almost every day since christmas.

"he was the rarest and most terrible thing a nation can produce - a society-supported sociopath."

- Richard Bachman about Adolf Hitler

i honestly think i'm immune to hangovers. i've never had one. on the contrary, i always feel great the day after. like now. perhaps i'm slowly growing into my heritage ( Read more... )

today looks like a good day to head out t0 ((ourspoton)) the beach with a skimboard. i really should be sleeping, but oh well.

i think i'll do just that.