some people are too nice to me.

thank you, you know who you are.

so, you might think that hearing what you want to hear will make things better... but i feel just about the same, barely any better at all. maybe it depends on the way it's said, or the meaning behind it ( Read more... )

Well, once again I'm whining, but I guess I'm learning to accept things.
I just don't think I'll ever understand this,
or ever understand girls in general.
And why they just hate me.

but, whatever. I give up.

but I know you all came to see quizilla BS.

so..


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i decided to do a last post, well for a long time. i'm kind of sick of this.

i'm so fake.

it seems like everything is bad.
i give up.

eric... this is for you. i'm on the verge of tears.
canada misses you.

Ground control to Major Tom ( Read more... )

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update even though one person reads this.

so, i have good news and bad news.

the good news is, my sex drive is back, so females, bring itthe bad news is, eric is gone... forever. his internet was taken away. i feel like crying. what am i going to do? i guess i could call him, but FUCK THAT ( Read more... )

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You are beautiful ( Read more... )

Oh all the things to write about, and to not.
It's all so contrived, these entries.
I spend hours thinking of them. Or planning my day around how I will not write in this today ( Read more... )