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[jesy]

Life has been coming at me really fast lately. Lots of deaths, lots of illness, lots of love. Within a few months I have dealt with the death of a beloved friend, a family member diagnosed with cancer, and the love of my life with a bizarre incureable blood disorder. In these months I feel like I have held myself together farely well. At first

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[xxlightsgooutxx]

hey jesy, it's julie...i'm sorry things have been so rough for you lately, and i'm pulling for you. i hope things get better and we miss you in worcester. i'm here to talk if you ever need me!

[alasbabylon]

I have become so used to people leaving me and myself leaving them that I do not attach to people. I mean dont get me wrong I love my friends and would be upset if i couldnt see them anymore but I expect that it will happen someday. I expect that everyone will go away and I will be alone again someday. And I am completely fine with that. I think it is some kind of survival mode that I have thrown myself into unwillingly.

oooh i am so feeling that. e-hugs!

ps: oy, colin, y'all have my positive thoughts

[mungojelly]

love!