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[jesy]

My body hurts. I need a cave to crawl into and protect me when everything is crashing down around me. Every time I try to do something good something awful happens. I tried to go to college but I cant handle it right now because of Colin being sick and my whole brain is just filled with him and how helpless I feel and just trynig to get out of

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[alasbabylon]

Oh and by the way for me to get free mental health services in Philadelphia I need to have a fucking substance abuse problem. What the fuck kind of bullshit is that?

that's fucking dangerous.

e-hugs. i'm sorry, that sounds awful. i hope things work out somehow

[omdreads]

if you'd like, some weekend in the near future I'd like to travel down to philly and make you breakfast in bed. sometimes a brief nurturing session can help me a lot when I'm feeling upset, even if it doesnt really solve my problems.
also, is colin still in ct? I'd like to see him before I leave for vermont.