i was walkin in the hall....and i passed by a door...i saw a girl...long black hair...real dark....and she had blue eyes...i kind of froze....then she saw that i was lookin at her and i made a weird face and kept walkin.....went to the restroom and relieved myself and walked past the door again...and it was like she was waitin for me to pass by ( Read more... )

well after waking up and feelin stupid and goin to class.....i go home and feel stupid ( Read more... )

i feel oh so sad and lonely....

"somebody who cares about you and is worried about you...don't fuck up david"
-anonymous
damn anonymous posting...

got really messed up last night...real messed up...i couldn't even hold my guitar let alone play it.....then went to sleep....woke up...ate donuts....very hungry...laid in grass undertree and tripped out to the rest of my hangover.....then got mom some gardening stuff....then went to work....went home.....now my cat and i are high....

fin

damn....john is dead...that really bites...i grew up watching threes company.....dammit...susan sommers should have died...not john....

not really happy when i'm sober.....afraid that i may not be happy when i'm high.....stop it with the drugs...don't overdose....stay away from the chemicals.....what will i do when nothing makes me happy...

i lost the white rabbit.....well...sold it to a black man......

sometimes my thoughts get really abstract and senseless......ponder things that i know can never happen....
time to go to bed...

two years ago...two buildings fell with lots of people in it.........so what..
feeling useless...everyone is laughing at me behind my back...judging me....making me feel bad.......but it's all in my head...i'm doing this to me...i'm paranoid and high...
i'm holding heroin in my hand....yea...heroin......will i follow the white rabbit..?

in light of painting my guitar...i decided to just rebuild the damn thing...new pick ups...new paint job...new pick guard...the works....now i'll see if i can solder the wiring correctly...uh.....time to get back to work...
note to self...finish building bass...