9 interviews and No job. Happy Holidays!

Don't listen to the Beach Boys, Jan and Dean or Gordon Lightfoot...I can't listen to music that reminds me of my dad. It hurts WAY too much and leads to hours of picking up pieces.

I dropped a plate of cupcakes in the floor today, I thought I got them all but it seems there was one that went hiding and Jack found it.  We found the remnants of the chocolate in his beard.  So after a call to the Vet Ronn we poured 10cc of Hydrogen peroxide down his throat...sure enough a whole chocolate cupcake came out...thank god!  As if that ( Read more... )

Had a rather scary dream last night.  It was simple and silly at first, a king and his queen were fighting.  She was inlove with another man and kept his name on a card with rainbows and suns under her saddle.  I remember thinking to myself, no wonder the king was pissed off when suddenly out of nowhere, unfitting the dream a little voice said " ( Read more... )

I was laid off from my job today...seems I was the last one in and the first one to go...manager inforced the fact that I did nothing wrong and he will give me a resounding refrence and should things change I can come back but the company is lossing money...not our office which I helped make that way...but all offices have to cut back one person ( Read more... )

1. Watched one of my favorite movies "Close Encounters of the Third Kind ( Read more... )

There is a man in my life like no other.  Without him I don't think I could have made it throught the hell we have gone through over the past few years.  Over the past couple of weeks he has been my rock, my knight in shinning armor, my Lion, my husband, my best friend and the shinning light at the end of the dark tunnel.  I love him more than my ( Read more... )

I don't think I can do this.

Went to my high risk dr appt.  Seems my blood pressure was high and Liam was 2 weeks behind in growth.  Seems he's in the 20% for growth.  Dr thought it might be genetic but after looking at some stats with the placenta and imbilical cord things are not looking good.  Flow isn't as good as it could be.  Not sure what exactly it means but it put me ( Read more... )

Back home from the hospital stay.  Now I start bedrest and weekly dr appts.