god damn can't i catch a break? I'm so hungry, nothing to eat all day. Fuck. Nor drink. Holy shit I'm fasting w/o a cause. Ugh. I feel like shit, soooo depressed.
well, i'm back in CA again. How weird. It's like, the same, but different. I think I sorta miss home, wanna hang out w/ the grandparents and have a chance to be closer to ppl who don't wanna be close to me. Hah! The irony!
I think I'll let life take control of me instead of the other way around. In the end, everything and everybody is all the same. We are all one big average. Maybe there is still something new around the corner, it could be interesting.