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Mar 14, 2006 20:51

okay so honestly i dont know why i am about to even relive this situation and explain anything, because you, are not really worth it anymore. I will not only explain why i am upset about that evening as well as other things that have caused me to distance myself ( Read more... )

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xxxjessicaxxx04 March 15 2006, 21:54:20 UTC

Jen ( ... )

cont.. xxxjessicaxxx04 March 15 2006, 21:55:10 UTC

About the greg and john thing...You dont know the whole situation...On new years eve me and john hooked up...HE initiated it and I STOPPED it. not to mention we were drunk...and I was also under the impression that you knew until the next day when u said ud kill me if i did...so excuse me for not jumping at the oppritunity to tell you the guy u loved made a move on me. I made a mistake and I regret it...ive said that.Greg- again, he initiated it and I STOPPED it. Even after i told greg that we couldnt do it because of you...he still wanted to do it. he came to ME jen...and im sorry for that...but I stopped it. alcohol makes ppl do crazy things jen...you know that. Its not like i was intimate with them....its not like i had a relationship with them...they were a few innocent, drunken, meaningless kisses.But i still understand it hurts. But i didnt ask for those situations to occur, they just did. I'm not putting blame on the boys either...it takes two to tango, I know. I just want you to know the whole story. Its not like I went to ( ... )

cont... xxxjessicaxxx04 March 15 2006, 21:55:25 UTC

as stupid as it sounds..this was worth it jen. because we now know each other true feelings. I have no secrets with you anymore and that feels good. Im thrilled you finally said to me all the things you wanted to say. honestly...I'm so happy for you. 4 years ago you wouldnt hav done that. and 4 years ago I wouldnt be civially talking to you about this...id be screaming and yelling. I am a different person now Jen. and so are you. I think you still have this same mindset of me and as youve had for a long time...and i'm guilty of the same. I didnt see you as the strong willed, open minded person you are now...and you dont see me for what I am now. But yes, it was worth it beacuse now I see what kind of person you really are...i dont see you anymore as the Jennie I knew 4 years ago. Honestly, this girl is a lot better than that one.but if youd look closer, youd realize were much in the same jen.Were both sensetive. and I would NEVER criticize you Guy situations because mine are if not just as bad...worse. YOU dont wait around for 2 years ( ... )