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emergencies only
my how i've been cheating on live journal. I used to write here everyday, but not as of late. But on this restless thursday evening as my head hangs low I write a tale of the birthday failure ( Read more... ) -
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okay wow its been a while... my life has completely changed since my last entry... i'm still battling depression but its easier...i'm having way more good days than bad... i'm still gonna talk to someone or something... bc i can still feel it...its just lying dormant in my body right now and i dont want it to come back... and i cant just control it ( Read more... ) -
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I had some thoughts to share... but i'm not really sure how to word it. I feel like my heart is shrinking...not in the physical way, but i feel as thought my heart is burying itself so deep inside my soul that i cant feel it anymore. i cant hear what it is saying. either that or it just isnt speaking to me. thats it..my heart is on strike... it ( Read more... ) -
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Why is being myself so challenging these days ( Read more... ) -
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I'm fighting this epic battle alone ( Read more... ) -
a lesson desperately pursuing explination
okay so God is trying to teach me a lesson... There is a small commonality in every single relationship/fling/one night whatevers that sticks out in my mind... It is something that has bothered me since my very first boyfriend... I dont feel like explaining it... But they just arent that into me at the end of the day. And i do not mean that as a ( Read more... ) -
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You tampered with my elements ( Read more... ) -
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well folks...ive done it again...ive officially pissed off the parentals to an unthinkable level in their eyes...came home stoned as fuck (some good ass shit) if u ask me.... but hannyway... i just admitted it bc my eyes were fucked and i had forgotten english at the time my mother met me at the door...no sense in lieng...she knew.... then dad got ( Read more... ) -
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so today i was asked to be a part of the corporation... who knows what I'll be doing but its going to be huge... im excited ( Read more... ) -
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so its been a hundred years ( Read more... )