THIS WEEK

[jewcyjew]

LOST: social security money, all at home nursing and therapy for my dad, our property wont sell, possibly my home, my vehicle, my boyfriend, Appetite, the seniors are gone, some friends, and ALL HOPE.

GAINED: Anxiety attacks, throwing up, cant eat, cry all the time, the shakes, lack of sleep, pissed off family, more depression, worse outlook on

Comments

[hunt_humans]

its ok. things will get better.

the seniors...they arent gone. sure, they dont go to teh same school but most of them are staying at home. soo, indeed they are not gone.

you cant ever depend on a boyfriend. tahs the worst things that come in life. is a relatioship. you get in one...they make you feel like a princess, and one minute its gone. you feel like tehres no reason for living because they are gone. you cannot depend on them. it ruins your whole outlook on life and everything else and gets you more depressed about everything. its not worth it. beleive me theres not. people say there are other fish in teh sea, and you dont want to hear it. you dont want another fish. but i dont knwo ONE time where that other fish..wasnt worth it. that other fish..is the beginning to another happy life. do it. youd be better offf forgetting baotu everything than remembering the better times. or else youll never move on. EVAR.:(:(

i <3 you.

[jewcyjew]

most of my senior friends are leaving, theres about three that are staying and the rest are going either across the state or to another state.

and the thing with devin is, that was the only stable thing in my life, that was it. i considered him one of my best friends and now he isnt there for me at all, its more than just losing a boyfriend. i would have done anything for him, but he didnt want that. and now when i look back on it, i didnt feel like a princess, i felt like i was loved, but now when i look back, i feel like it was this huge lie. and the other fish in the sea bit, yeah there probably are other fish in the sea, problem, im stuck in shelton, i know everyone, and trust me theres no one i want to date here. so i cant really move on till i go to college, i know i dont love him and i dont care for him as much anymore but i cant just move on when theres no one else there.

thanks though for actually taking the time. i love you too, and i hope that we dont lose our friendship anytime soon.

[kimby666]

Gained: the love of Kimbel(well you always had it but now its here some more)

It'll be ok...no worries Julia, everything will turn out good in the wash.

Kimbel

talk to me whenever you need to...i will always be there to listen and just be there.

[annaoranakin]

I love you soooo much you have no idea. and i wish i could say that it will all be okay, but i'm not sure how it will turn out, but i love you soo much and i'll pray for you and your family every night.