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[jeweled_citrus]

Hi, this is agonystar posting for Kristi.

Special note to Victoria, she was wondering how you were, how you were doing and how things were going.

If you have anything you want me to tell her, comment on my friends only post on my journal.

Thanks and much love from Kristi.

Comments

[brentstaples]

please tell her that i love her and i miss her ,that she was the best friend ive ever had ,and that i have forgiven what she did to me ,and that i am sorry for the mean things i said..(i was just extremely hurt and angry.)I worry about her constantly and really do miss her.I need my friend back (really bad )the thought of not having her in my life at all is simply killing me..its not fair and i just wish i could hear her voice so i know she's alright.

[jeweled_citrus]

:(

[jeweled_citrus]

I love you so much
I miss you

[brentstaples]

dear kristi its halloween ,and here i sit alone at mom and dads .I really miss not having you across the street to take away the misery of being alone ,
Janets gone .(in case i havent mentioned)

she chose alocohol over me.(that made me feel pretty worthless)

oh well, who knows maybe the next girl i fall for will pick someone on death row ...
ha ha ....(but its really not that funny)
I dont know what else to say except i DO miss you ....
and i am sorry...
i love you..................still.

Brent

[jeweled_citrus]

Dont think I haven't missed you

[brentstaples]

then why wont you answer your phone ? or respond ? or drive down here and see me? I MISS YOU !!!

[jeweled_citrus]

Sean hasn't wanted me to talk to you, he used to check my cell phone and voice mail to see if I'd talked to you or anyone he didn't approve of. It's kind of funny that he on the other hand speaks with his ex Sarah all the time, and is even going to a movie with her tonight. I told him it bothered me, but he's still going. I think he's pissed at me because I haven't had put out lately, and Sarah's a whore. Anyway, please don't talk to him, I don't want him to know if I've talked to you or not, it's none of his business. Oh and I can't go anywhere, and my internet service will be shut off until I have money again. The state stopped paying me. I didn't get anything last month. So there you are bragging about getting my dream car, and I have .40 to my name! Wooo! :( On the plus side, I did get a job, but won't get paid until the 14th.

[brentstaples]

life is just not the same without you...
and i wake up dreading the thoughts of another day without you
but hey ,
as long as your happy ...
I guess i can quit worrying.

You are happy arent you ?

[jeweled_citrus]

Not really

[jeweled_citrus]

Brent it kills me to read this
I miss you so much
I wish that you would have tried to contact me...why didnt you?! I have a horrible feeling that you hurt yourself...WHY DIDNT YOU TRY TO TALK TO ME FIRST?! I don't know what to do without you around. You were my companion. I love you...loved?! I can't think about you... it effects how I do everything... I...I don't know, but what I do know is how much I miss you. I miss you terribly...more and more every day... I can't stand the thought of never being able to talk to you again. I love you

[anonymous]

Hey this is Victoria! Sorry I deleted my journal! I am just sick of being the broken record that I am. Wish there was a way for us to stay in touch. I do still have my dream journal bebe_de_lune but I don't actually write in it, but maybe I can add your journals so I can read them if you update anymore? Well, keep in touch somehow! :) Hope your holidays were great and your New Year has started out great! Sorry it's been so long, was looking at makeup, and came across a company called CarolsDaughter which then reminded me of you because of your one LJ name! :(

Take care,
Victoria

I hope you get this!

[jeweled_citrus]

Hey you! It's really good to hear from you, it's been too long. I hope things are looking up on your end. Things here are sort of ok... I'm just trying to stay sane and make sense of everything...which hasn't been easy, especially with a good friend of mine dying recently! But otherwise things arent so bad...I started a job! And-I update when I can, which isn't as often as I'd like :) Anyway, I'd better get going, but I look forward to talking to you again!

[ydouhurtme]

It's me Victoria, back for the 1 millionth time! Hope you're alright!