Strangely optimistic update.

[jewelianne]

I am SO happy lately. And not in my usual "Life is going well" when it really isn't way. I feel more in control of my life than I ever have before. I think a lot of that has to do with having two and a half jobs, so I can actually afford to do things. But it's not just that. For once in my life, I feel like I'm not desperately trying to figure out

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[smartjock009]

You should totally go for your goals!!!! You only live once!

[jewelianne]

I am such a scaredy cat, but hopefully I will be able to work up to it in the next year and a half.

How have you been doing lately? I haven't seen an entry in a few weeks mister. :)

[smartjock009]

I've been alright. I'll get on this updating a journal thing. Its a tough task. lol