I feel sometimes as thought I am falling deeply into despair- for I am lonely and cannot share my thoughts. My dreamy, weak, romantic thoughts…I feel alone… there’s so much beauty in the world, so much opportunity, yet I do absolutely nothing but wait, occasionally looking at art or faraway places in the glossy pages of a book… but they seem ( Read more... )

I just want some affection ( Read more... )

I started today off feeling confident, glad to be going back to school. I was in Billy Madison mode even... "I am here to Learn." My first class is a poetry class, I love literature, and I'm excited about learning more about poetry. More poems about syphilis to tell everyone about on Christmas vacation... Joy! I liked the smell of the room, the way ( Read more... )

To those of you who know me well (and those who don't probably) I know I've been melodramtic lately. And for that I am sorry. Kimberly, I know things are okay now but I just want to make a livejournal post saying I'm sorry again. I am ( Read more... )

I was searching Lj for pretty fo banners and then I realized... I don't really want to make my journal friends only. Fuck that shit ( Read more... )

From now on my journal is going to be friends only...or at least until I get bored with that.. since I don't know how to upload my friends only banner yet...just pretend that I have one. If you got deleted from my friends list it's because I haven't talked to you in months, I don't remember who you are, or I don't want you reading my journal. If ( Read more... )

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Why is everything in my life so ridiculous? It's so funny. I live in a movie. Why do things/people I hate fascinate me so much? Could it be that I don't really hate them? Well... I know I don't hate anything...but.... whatever... that doesn't make sense. Why do I have to have the perfect romantic opportunity right fucking now? Why don't I want to ( Read more... )

Damn it. Damn.

The last few days were interesting. One day was violin-ing (sort of) in the cemetery day, and yesterday was go to another park day. That was certainly an adventure. First we couldn't find the the woods... then we got lost in the woods. Did get to climb a tree in a leafy glade though, which was lots of fun. It was a beautiful day yesterday... but ( Read more... )