Just wanted everyone to know im still alive... ive just been using my Myspace blog for certain reasons, if your close with me, you know the reason.... i'll be back soon.

i havent updated in such a long time.... here anyway.. ive been using my MYspace blog for some things because i know some Hoe's read it.. soo. lol. anyway... other than that, i was without my computer for a few days.. i crashed it. hahaha Anyway, my birthday was this past Monday, and it was great!!... Michelle and Shantel NAMED A FREAKING STAR ( Read more... )

i found this old notebook, and i was flipping through the pages.. and i found this little poem.. now, i dont know if this is something that i found online, or if i actually wrote it. hahaha... so, if anyone has seen this, let me know, becuase i dont remember where it came from ( Read more... )

Stand Up ( Read more... )

things have pretty much sucked lately... i dont know how/if me and brad are going to make it through this one..... i feel pretty empty, and i didnt think i would feel that way becuase of Brad...
i took some Codine/Vicodin and now im dizzy. so im going to sleep. maybe. if my brain will let me.

i wish that it was summer time! i seem to be in a much better mood all around when it's summer. i can go outside if i want, walk somewhere if i want to... and just.... be ok. in the winter, it's soo dreary out there, and.. it makes me just want to stay inside... and to think, i actually love winter. i dont love the way winter has a huge role in my ( Read more... )

i hate my stupid body, and my stupid attitude... i could have let myself have much more fun this weekend.. but... nope.. i didnt. i sucked.

1. Spell your last name backward? trekieqhcS ( Read more... )

i hate being talked at like im stupid or if i say something and it doesnt come out right, it's like im stupid. im so fucking irritated..

Take this survey about your High School memories. If you're still in HS, answer for the present ( Read more... )