Ok I lied. I have more to say. I just wanna know why the fuck are high school kids lives so fucked and shity of late. I just wish that I could be an observer sometimes. I wish that I didn't have to be a part of this world. " life is scary, life is hard.Life will leave you brused and scarred."-Danny Winn.

I think I'm not confused anymore! I know who it is that I like. I won't say her name for fear of embarassment(We'll refer to her as HER) but I know who I like. I'm not embarassed that I like her I think it's that I'd be embarassed if she knew. I don't know why... But...yeah I do like HER. I wish I could tell her. But all I know is that I find ( Read more... )

life hurts sometimes. I know this for a fact. I hate my life sometimes. I was in love but that's gone. I was happy that's gone. I can't even get a good nights sleep any more. I'm not even sure that I even have any friends anymore. my life sick right now and I don't know what to do. I'm just lost in life lately. I don't know what to do. No one loves

I find myself thinking of her,I won't say who because my love is a secret one. Though most might know who it is because I is all to blatanly obvious. I find my self stealing glimpses of her when ever I can, She doesn't know. I love everything about her. her hair, she skin, she smile, the way her eye's catch the light.The way that every time I look ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this shit! I'm sickof myself. there's this girl that I wanna ask out at school, but every time I have the chance to do it I second guess myself and don't do it. and now there's two girls that I like. one I'm almost sure that she still likes me but the other I'm not so sure. I mean she flirts with my off and on, and I don't get her. I've ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm scared I'm dieing. I have Cancer. I just got the news from the doctor that I went to see in Denver, last month. I guess Rachael's dream was right. I do have Cancer. April Fools!!!!!!!!! I don't have cancer. today's been great! I'm going to a concert tonight and I can't wait! Danny Winn and the Earthlings are going to be great liquid cheese ( Read more... )

So I'm going to the Concert tomorrow at the compound. Sweet! I've been cravin' some skankin'! I don't really have anything to say tonight, but I'm sort-of over my lonelyness with out having a relationship but eh, what can you do when people don't like you in "That Way". oh well I'll talk at you some more tomorrow!

OUT

I've come to relize in this past year- since I brokeup with my EX- that being single is quite over rated. Now when your in a relationship it's natural for a male of the human spicese to feel like he is unfulfiled in that realationship. But I have found after hour upon hour of asking my self over and over "Why do my realtionships suck?" I have ( Read more... )

Okay, it's time. I've found my Moby Dick! D'miriti! I have decided that my quest is to kill that whale!!!! I figure that no one likes him so no one will mind if I distroy his life. Besides with him sitting down someones bound to die so i'll do a public service to run him out of town.