I feel I should better describe the situation between Jared and I. I love him unconditionally, and I believe strongly in 2nd chances. As most of you know, he is in fact a recovering alcoholic. He is struggling immensly with this aspect of his character. He is doing a great job at the moment and I pray he will continue down his road of sobriety. I ( Read more... )

just so everyone knows, the wedding is postponed...

So I met pauly shore, he's kind of a prick ( Read more... )

I just met Pauly Shore...

Well I'm a black rainbow
And I'm an ape of God

I wanna thank you mom
I wanna thank you dad
For bringing this fucking world,
To a bitter end...

Marilyn Manson is a sheer genuis. His book makes it obvious. Sheer genius...

just got to work. not many check outs. ill prolly sit and read -good omen- an 80's book about angels and demons going wit against wit. it's quite amusing actually, very comedic. what is there to say. the wedding is still on and time is passing quickly. too quickly. i find me and jared at each others throats lately. he's driving me insane. but what ( Read more... )

I saw that my friend Cammy did this and I thought, this is just what I need. A proper way to vent and say what I want but cant to so many pple ( Read more... )

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These past few days have been a wreck. So busy. Tomorrow is the first of May, only 3 months to the T till I'm Mrs. Juie Merryman. Sheesh. I'm gettin married. I'm so excited. But there's still so much that has to be done, I need to send out the invites, that will be a big job. And send out invites for Jareds fam, gawd. Me and Jared are thinking that ( Read more... )

HEY CAMMY! CAN U FIND ME THE ADDY AND PHONE # TO THE NEWSPAPER IN MIDDLESBORO SO I CAN SEND THEM AN ENGAGEMENT ANNOUNCEMENT FOR BACK HOME :D THANKS A BUNCH! in other news, i got my flutes (wine glasses) for the toast at the reception, a few more invitations coz god knows i need em, finalized all the plans with my florist and got the decor for the ( Read more... )