counting down the hours...im so nervous i could almost puke-8 more hours.....YOU know how much this hurts....here comes the derpression!

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i hate hospitals..i just got from from pre-op @ the hospital.......they had to take blood-it was the worst thing ever....it hurt & needles make me sick!......my surgery is comming uo real soon..next week......im really nervous...i try to shut it out for now....but today it just really kicked in.....i dont wanna go....=[ its gonna be the worst thing ( Read more... )

Im @ work again...thats all i ever do-deff need a break from everything....i just feel soo stressed out today-school sucked...stomach tits is gonna die-she got holly suspeneded...which is gay cause she punced her and hol only dumped water over her head...and heather becker(what a joke)is telling people that we talked aobut stomach tits in humna sci ( Read more... )

School is for fools...i def didnt sleep @ all last nite...i went to bed @ 11:11...hehe and didnt fall alseep till 3:30 AM-how insane rite?...well i woke up @ 6 and im dead tired rite now....it didnt help that kins slept in my bed cause she gets scared caz we let her watch texas chainsaw mascare....big mistake..what a puss....hmm..nothing new... ( Read more... )

Hmmm..i forgot what one of those felt like....=] hehe kant stop this smile business going on......."Your Body Is A Wonderland"...MmmmMMMmmmm ( Read more... )

its 2:05 im offically a huge bum.....i just woke up..i completly forgot its spring vaca...yay!---well i work today...and i cant wait to go shopping with my mom....i need all new summer clothes...and im getting my prom dress today....i cant wait im def sooo excited to go...i dont know what color i want or anything...but i hope i find one i really ( Read more... )

I almost ran over another bunny again 2nite....how sad..poor bunnie!!

Today...i recieved the worst news of my life-my nitemare continues....I see my surgeon friday....i knew something was wrong-ive never been more nerovus in my life. I hate it.....i hate hospitals and needles.....and kodine...i have a huge problem with..it just makes me sick now...plus this is the worst part..i have to sit around and wait for a doner ( Read more... )

Well of course its 11:11....i constantly see this wherever i go-its starting to piss me off. Hung out with Deri all weekend(minus R)-lol....i didnt work at all...and i need fucken money cause im poor and broke...well..kinda. Now im writing this damn paper for Colegrove....its a fucken stoopid paper and no1 wants to do it-Fuck you Brian....he is a ( Read more... )

well i know i just wrote in here....but im really upset rite now....i just dont know what to do anymore..............god i just love you soo much......why cant things go back to the way they used to be......well i suppose i should try and sleep....Fuck Love

"im not sleeping....and your not here-the thought stops my heart"