i've had a pretty bad day. so, i woke up at 11, i had really bad cramps so i went to take some motrin..i didn't make it. the last thing i remember was looking at the clock. i passed out for 17 minutes and woke up in an ambulance. i felt like ass. that shit sucks. you want to know what else sucks? the doctor put me on birth control. i need to go.

its 2 am and my cellphone rings, i was a little angry the second i heard sophia on the other end, because i knew eli did something stupid. i knew it before she said a word. eli is my little brother and one of my favorite people in the world, sadly, hes not the brightest boy in the world and he doesn't realized that his words effect other people a ( Read more... )

a long conversation with amanda helped me realize that i cling to her and am so dependant on getting a boyfriend because i'm lacking family that cares about me. i'm lacking a mother and a father and brothers who give a fuck about me, so i clutch onto people because i'm afraid of being alone. thats it mother fuckers. i am afraid of being alone. i ( Read more... )

my mom gets back today. i need to go to the store. i need to get my nails redone. they are getting grosse. i need to go to the darkroom, i've got some photos to devolp. i probably wont do that for a while. i miss miranda. i miss having friends that care. i miss acutally having fucking plans everyonce and a while. i danced today. i woke up at 7a.m. ( Read more... )

someone said something to me today that kinda made me want to cry. it was really sweet, even if it wasn't true. i wont say who is was, because you all know her. but her comment was

"Katiey, all the guys want you and all the girls want to be you"

i seriously think shes crazy. but it was still really sweet. when she said it, i hung up on her because ( Read more... )

well. leigh and i went and worked out (meaning she threw the ball to me and i worked my ass off bumping it, and ect while she did nothing) we came back after a few hours and went swiming. then we ate some and put some clothes on and headed down to stone crest at like 8. we got there. saw a few people i knew. walked around a bit and then hit the ( Read more... )

QUESTION OF THE WEEK:

did courtney kill kurt?

i want anwsers bitches

here is a few of my fav pics of sham and i. (including joanna in the last one...)


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i love ellie. but i'm so fucking tired, im not going to her party

i get to go to ellie's biancia's party was cancelled.

i really fucking hate geoff. you don't really know.

Zak (left) Connor (right)

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