i dont want to go back to school. at home i have no responsibilities. things are so safe and im totally in my comfort zone. i dont have to deal with the 5 fucking flights of stairs, falling out of my loft every single day, public bathrooms, no food, the cold, no car, people lacking depth etccc. whats my problem? how come everyone else can go away ( Read more... )

anyways ive been a busy busy girl. school is completely kicking my ass, im constantly running somewhere or doing something. chem is complete shit, i have no clue what the hell is going on. so in order to not fail the course for the year i have a few options: get a tutor, join a study group, try harder, sit next to smart people and copy off of them ( Read more... )

hello bitches, i have returned! school is good, im kinda retarded and i know im gonna fail but its okay. im a hard worker, like super organized and i get all my shit done and whereas in high school that was an easy way to get a's, in college its what you learned and how you applied it that really matters. thats the part i suck at the most. i am ( Read more... )

Well, this is probably going to be my last entry before I go off to school, i leave in 3 days. i still have to pack like majorly. ive packed up almost all of my long sleeve tops and hoodies. honestly thats hardly making a dent. ill have to find time in between to pack some more but im sooo busy. today at 2 is ashs bday party and i dont know if ill ( Read more... )

soooo the beach was amazing! 3 days of absolutely no responsibility and complete freedom. i was only surrounded by people i loved not to mention the never ending flow of alcohol, love, and cigarettes. hahaha so friday ash and i drive down together. we decide not to follow the boys bc we dont like playing that game. we got sooo lost we ended up in ( Read more... )

-- Name: Lia ( Read more... )

haha im fucknig watching tommy boy. so im sitting here looking through my journal archives and im reading every single entry from this past year. wow its amazing. like i miss it a lot. also i was reliving every phase and exciting thing that happened to me. getting into vt, getting over people, getting new crushes, making new friends, losing old ( Read more... )

so okay my summer isnt done yet but its coming to a close. im really sad because this summer has been pretty amazing. its had the right combination of chill nights and then ridiculous ones. i havent drank as much as last summer but ive had more fun. im also not as wreckless and slutty which is a huge upgrade! school is like in 30 days and its ( Read more... )

i just made a huge ass private entry about all the shit going on in my life. actually my life is good but i just had to get out my anger and organize my thoughts. i ended a friendship that used to mean the world to me. it was getting too much. too out of control. we changed and i couldnt handle getting sucked into her shit and her dependencies on ( Read more... )

well life has been pretty sweet lately. senior week was very fun. i rarely work now due to graduation money score. im getting along with both families and my 18th bday is in two days!!! ahhhh!!! im getting a tattoo wednesday and tuesday ash is having a pool party to celebrate and all are welcome. fabulous. i went to my cousins wedding yesterday and ( Read more... )