It is hard to write about what actually happens in my life. Why is it so hard? Because one it makes one vulnerable to disclose information, two it is annoying to have to explain what it is you actually do because others don't understand, three I don't want to bore people but nonetheless this is what an online journal is supposed to do. Keep others ( Read more... )

okay okay I will quit after this one but I found this one to be wonderfully clairvoyant except for the education aspect Masters degree vs High School dropout but really how much difference is that? Okay I will never make that much and a psychiatrist is not exactly a family therapist but same field close enough for a random computer creation.

Finally I am feeling more like myself. The surreal feelings are over, for a while there everything was hazy and the only real feelings were the pain, but gradually over the week the pain and the painkillers started wearing off and the edges of reality are now in focus as much as they ever are I suppose. I thank all of you out there who were praying ( Read more... )

So here I am. I exist within a limitless space now. In this realm my thoughts, perceptions, feelings are externalized. The internal is now external. Welcome.