I am back and still recovering from my brain surgery. Yes, no technical terms here. My priorities have taken a turn for the better. Somehow a continent of inspiration has dropped unto me and now my room is clean, I'm organized, and compelled to delve into the field of art once more. I am not really sure if it was the surgery that brought this ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I go in to see the doctor about the surgical procedures. Sure sounds fun right? How about no... Of course I will never show anyone how disturbed I am, but its not as if it were the biggest thing. I mean, getting your brain cut into sounds bad and the thought of death could petrify, but I suppose I am dealing. I just don't think about ( Read more... )

Alright, so it is another one of those weeks where I spend a few days at Jen's house. We do random things really. Lets see, the first day was a party at Jen's house. All the plans didn't follow through entirely. The ABC store closed early so the drinks we wanted were not there and well, I'm still recovering from a cold so I was not looking to ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I last posted here. Biggest news would be my upcoming surgery. Not too much to tell about that story. If I told you its because I told you. No real reason in particular. I just answer most questions people have, but thats really only for the people that I talk to consistently ( Read more... )

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My highs and lows come as they go in very unruly fashions. One week I am praising my long distance boyfriend then I am back to being single. There are a lot of factors which contributed to this shift in moods/circumstances. As good of a guy Maru can be, he just keeps forgetting to pay attention to me. Its not fun to sit in the dark all the time ( Read more... )

AND SO! I would simply like to add that I have had a very interesting week as of late. My drugged perspectives over relationships (of all sorts) has drastically changed. How? I met some very interesting people. First there was Clown. Watching him and his Fiance only makes me dread the big step in that ball-in-chain direction. I doubt I would ( Read more... )

I really must stop thinking sometimes. There are days when I feel as though I put too much of my heart into certain people. No, I won't be shy today. The first girl I ever felt could possibly be something like a soul mate was Phylicia. This is why she meant so much to me. Like looking in a mirror, but that did not last and apparently I was ( Read more... )

I am selling my chins for $300. No more and no less please. I am hesitant to give the cage away, since I do plan to use it in the future. (wants a ferret more than life) They come with all their supplies. Well, whatever is left. >_> which is I believe quite a lot ( Read more... )

So, apparently my parents both have it bad for divorce. They want it, but guilt holds them back. At least one of them. If only they could vividly tell each other how they feel. Then maybe they would stop coming to me for counciling. I don't mind sometimes, but the added frustration from my other family members and friends, as subtle as these ( Read more... )