it sucks big time to be so far away from bethany she makes me smile like no other person ever has i cant wait to see her but i have no money to go to ohio :( bills are due and im saveing for the divorce so i dont have that drama in my life anymore ( Read more... )

Alex: what's the point in having hair without my chops?!
JeremyF18: i cant grow em so i dont know
Alex: they were one of my only distinguishing features besides my humongous dingdong, and i can't go around showing that to people

so life is moveing on nothing too exciteing tho i miss my friends from ohio a great deal dave is in chicgo now which is closer then dayton ( Read more... )

im still alive and still going strong for the most part. went to dayton a few weeks ago was good fun and it helped me relize that its not that i miss tricia so much as being in a relationship.

things will get better im sure of it now but how long will it take i dont know, and that bugs the shit out of me...

jcf

i wana be held i wana feel loved i wana feel needed i wana cry i wana screeam i miss the day si being loved being held and not wanting to cry and scream.

jfegel
is distressed.

If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a ( Read more... )

The Pope
Circle I Limbo

Bill Gates
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

General asshats
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Uday Hussein
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Bill Clinton
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Saddam Hussein
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Qusay Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Osama bin Laden
Circle IIX Immersed in ( Read more... )

so last night i went to the final work softball game and they needed me to play cus they were short a player.... well anyone that knows me knows that im not into sports and not very good at them.... so its the the bottom of the 5 or 6th and a pop fly goes to left field and im there and i got smacked right in the face... right on the bridge of my ( Read more... )

dreams that is, i had a dream that i went to see tricia to talk about things and we ended up starting to work on things. i dont know if thats what i want or if its what i should want some ppl say i should try even tho the problems we have had i just dont know i still love her but its alot more easy now then befor what to do i dont know.......

so i sit here awake at 4 am cus i am sick and when i try to sleep it feels like i may just stop breathing. they said it was just a cold i hope they were right.. w/ all the blowing of my nose i think it may fall off.. anyways im so not going to work like this as i can hardly keep track of what im doing here. dont need that when im sliceing something