yo quiero ser to sol, yo quiero ser tu mar ( Read more... )

so i guess im gonna take a shower soon in order to have a few minutes to talk to ana. i think the last time i saw her she asked me why i was being so mean to her, and why had my disposition towards her changed. asked me that and called me an asshole, and i was like, oh, ouch... ok, bye. there is no median though, when i care i care too much, and ( Read more... )

so i guess those gigantic ideas that come about in a second are coming back to me, i had once gotten all depressed about losing that power... the power of the mind no longer fascinates me though, so that ability is at a loss ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to say, i wish i could delete the last entry because thats just how much reality exists in it, i suppose i wrote it for the sake of writing it and the song i sing, i just sing for the sake of singing it... i like love thats all. i really need to make some money, and that i wish i could get the fuck out of rancho grande so i ( Read more... )

while im busy translating songs, its there already translated in the bands freaking website ( Read more... )

i remember when my entries used to be soo fucking rad ( Read more... )

im really not sure what to think of EL RANCHO GRANDE... i wish i could diss it, but i really want to impress my dad... and when i impress my dad ill surely be making more money... and when i make more money ill be able to afford more things... 4 hours, 32 dollars... such a gipppp. i wonder how much waiters really make? im assuming 13 tables at ( Read more... )

so what did i do last night? I CALLED ANABEL just when she was getting out of dance practice so it was just perfect to ask her for dinner and what not, she didnt hesitate... and i pressed on, its too bad her sister had to come later on... her and i talk so easily and im never bored, even in silence which just represents my fuckin confusion, never ( Read more... )

i kind of almost feel like an asshole for moving on so quickly. i had just started singing the song and just like that... i decided to stop. i mean nearly 500 dollars later, plus a bunch of little things... im so done. i should have been done a long time ago. the persistence just kind of gets to me... i should have listened sooner i guess. i really ( Read more... )

so according to anabel its going to take her one year to fall in love with me, and im like... damn it. today is going to to be the day, haha... how many times have i said that to myself? gosh darn ( Read more... )