theres so much i wish i could say. saying it here would be so stupid though eventhough its my journal, its not my real journal... i only write certain things, not that i dont feel comfortable its just that this livejournal thing sort of is like a show, i got done playing any sort of roles in here, its just too stupid, i dont even really have a ( Read more... )

110, plus 100, plus 50.. plus whatever it is i make til we go out... thats like 400 thatll ill let myself spend. ill save the 500 extra. and head of to outback right now for our meeting. only after i print something badass out.

every other employee loves to ask for my section if they a. come in and eat with a friend and b. get off work early and im still working. they do this and then always expect me to sit down with them good god why do they all love me so much ( Read more... )

omg so the 2nd time i get charged with and o ver draft fee ( Read more... )

i suppose im done throwing a hissy fit over outback its not like i was going to denounce the whole "opportunity" anyway... a chance to get triple sat every time i come in... why not? i havnt really talked to ana lately and so today we talked and what not while i was watching willy wonka. ill probably go to outback in a couple of hours after i get ( Read more... )

your body is a work of art...

and the stupidest proposition came up... i dont want to be a trainer, or headwaiter anymore really. im offended by the whole thing.

so im desperatly looking for good movies. i want to talk to anabell about films and the overall power and magnificance of them. i tend to forget good movied so easily now. what's your favorite movie is such a crappy question ( Read more... )

so during the course of work i should abstain from being so damn sensitive. its so normal for me to get pissed for the dumbest reasons, and end up coming back and be like umn, sorry my bad and all that apologetic stuff ( Read more... )

so im so lame that i came in to make an entry about the 8 beers i drank at ray's and andrea's. i had so much fun, it was really relaxing and it was a good feeling. we discussed some interesting topics, and i just love those guys they really are quite extraordinary. i had a good time, and i felt really good. i didnt get "wasted" but i know i was ( Read more... )

so i come here to look for this ( Read more... )