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[jhcentrl]

This will be my last post for a long while.

As I lay here writing this entry, a number of things are roaming my mind. I'm going to try and sort them out one by one.

I guess the thing that is foremost in my mind is my 21st birthday. The reason it is so prevalent is that I'm finally going to be free from restrictions. Yes, this pretty much says I'm

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[idreamofjenny]

Josh, I think you will be fine and even if you cant make everyone be your friend you still remain optimistic thats wonderful. The fact that you can try is all that matters. I myself am very afraid of that even in acceptance I still fear it. I guess thats why I have so few friends. Your a very strong person and I admire that, I just thought you should know.

Well, I will miss your posts I enjoy reading them, and be sure to have a great time on sat. I wish you a very happy 21st birthday.

[chronic_lust]

The answer is 42. Its the question you don't know. Ever read that book? Think about it for a while.

Anyways, Im not much older then you... only a month, but the same idea as I had. No more restrictions. Hell I choose a path completely opposite then yours, and I still feel like a little kid. No time, no money, but I'm happy. I didn't have to find it, you can say it found me.

What i miss most from my high school days is my energy, lack of caring for what other people thought, and my figure. If only I'd realized I was cute back then ;)

Anyways, Don't go looking for life. or love, or happiness, or hell, even god. You'll see it when it is time. :)