Funny enough, I actually found myself saying "It's not you, it's me" a few times yesterday, and then realised how awful and trite it sounds. The unfortunate thing is, I couldn't figure out any other way to say what I meant! At least it's nothing to do with my sexuality....
If I had your phone number, I would call right now and tell you to come up for the Betty show tonight, and then we'd have our little shared mope and sisterly goodness.
Being a friend of practically anyone, I just want to add one little thing. It's not even based around the alternative lifestyles. Even the straight ones have their own problems.
This is a matter of the heart and what people are comfortable with and I don't think that labels should matter.
And I'm sorry for your mishap. You'll find your mate someday friend. You are good peeps and deserve that happiness. Just don't get caught up on the now.
But the 'Now' is all I have,. If I think too far ahead to the future I get lost in the "What If's"
And Yes,.......It became apparent as we continued talking that it just wasn't there for him. The Worst part of it all,..........Was that not only was it 'Not There' for him,..........But It Could Have been there
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Funny enough, I actually found myself saying "It's not you, it's me" a few times yesterday, and then realised how awful and trite it sounds. The unfortunate thing is, I couldn't figure out any other way to say what I meant! At least it's nothing to do with my sexuality....
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It was a Lame Excuse on his Behalf,.....But then again, I could understand it.
Evidently he Can't stand the thought of being Gay. Which is odd, Because,....I actually asked him,....."How can you hate who you are?"
He didn't answer. The only conclusion that i can come to. Is that it's like being a Trans-Gender, trapped in the wrong body.
He *Is* Gay,......He just can't stand it. So,.....Ehhh,.........I can't think of any Logical reason to the Contrary or Otherwise.
So I'm just going to let it go,. I cried about it a little today, and it helped. So Now I begin rebuilding what was knocked down.
I Luv You,.......You seem to have this amazing abillity to show up just when I need to hear your voice,.
Be Good, Be well,...................~M~
P.S. I Love the fact that your one of my Older Sisters.
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This is a matter of the heart and what people are comfortable with and I don't think that labels should matter.
And I'm sorry for your mishap. You'll find your mate someday friend. You are good peeps and deserve that happiness. Just don't get caught up on the now.
*big hugs*
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But the 'Now' is all I have,. If I think too far ahead to the future I get lost in the "What If's"
And Yes,.......It became apparent as we continued talking that it just wasn't there for him. The Worst part of it all,..........Was that not only was it 'Not There' for him,..........But It Could Have been there ( ... )
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